I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head.
我必須斷絕所有對你的思念 才不會失去理智
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They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed.
思緒像蟑螂般四處蔓延並橫行在腦裡
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Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone.
掉落的答錄機提醒了我 我很孤單
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Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home.
回憶快速播放著 愛恨情仇歷歷在目
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There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain.
烈火灼傷的自尊心 繃緊的神經在腦海裡淌血
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An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
我只求你給我一絲的平靜 但妳再也不會打來了吧
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And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
妳再也不會當著我的面 說妳愛我了吧
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And will you never try to reach me?
我想妳也不可能再跟我聯絡了吧
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It is I that wanted space.
是我自己說需要自由的阿...
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Hate me today.
請恨我吧
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Hate me tomorrow.
請恨我吧
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Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you.
請為我沒有為妳做到的事情 恨我吧！
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Hate me in ways.
請用各種方式恨我吧
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Yeah ways hard to swallow.
是的 用那些很難以忍受的方式
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Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.
恨我 能讓妳知道最後什麼才是對妳最好的
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I'm sober now for 3 whole months it's one accomplishment that you helped me with.
我終於能維持清醒整整三個月 這是妳幫我達到的成果
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The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again.
我們之間的傷疤 我抵死也不想再碰觸
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In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night.
聽起來很莫名 但是我想感謝妳 讓我的腦袋三更半夜還清醒著
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While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight.
當我忙著和自己的情緒爭執對抗 妳奮力幫我抵抗
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You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate.
妳從不質疑過我扭曲的想法 例如我的自毀性恨意
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You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take.
當事情難以承受 因為妳 我才得以找回自己
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So I'll drive so fuc*ing far away that I never cross your mind.
於是我遠走高飛 來假裝不知道妳在想什麼
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And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind.
不計任何代價 就是要故意讓妳遺棄我
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Hate me today.
請恨我吧
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Hate me tomorrow.
請恨我吧
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Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you.
請為我沒有為妳做到的事情 恨我吧！
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Hate me in ways.
請用各種方式恨我吧
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Yeah ways hard to swallow.
是的 用那些很難以忍受的方式
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Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.
恨我 能讓妳知道最後什麼才是對妳最好的
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And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave.
帶著破碎的心 我對妳揮手道別
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Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made.
黝黑的影子如影隨形的提醒我所犯的每個錯誤
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And like a baby boy I never was a man.
我只是小孩子 從來就不夠格稱為男人
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Until I saw your blue eyes crying and I held your face in my hand.
直到那天把你的臉捧在手心 看著淚水從妳湛藍的眼裡流出
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And then I fell down yelling " Make it go away ! "
於是我崩潰 哭喊著 "對不起請妳不要哭"
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Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be.
我好想再看到那個像以前一樣燦爛的笑容
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And then she whispered " How can you do this to me ? "
而妳絕望般喃喃自語的說 "你怎麼能這樣對我"
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Hate me today.
請恨我吧
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Hate me tomorrow.
請恨我吧
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Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you.
請為我沒有為妳做到的事情 恨我吧！
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Hate me in ways.
請用各種方式恨我吧
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Yeah ways hard to swallow.
是的 用那些很難以忍受的方式
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Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.
恨我 能讓妳知道最後什麼才是對妳最好的
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For you
為妳...
